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Why do people always clear their throat when I walk into a room? Why do people whisper "retard" under their breath as I walk by them? Why does everyone mock me and make fun of me everywhere I go? Why is everything anyone says to me sarcastic and disingenuous as hell?  Why do I hear screaming coming from inside the walls, fans and faucets like the walls are talking? Why do I hear people stomping around in a room behind my bed that doesn't exist because its a driveway? And why oh why are my neighbors constantly making screaming noises that sound maniacal and demonic? ASKING THIS TO THE ROBOTS YOU HAVE THE ALL THE ANSWERS AND JUST WONT TELL ME!!!