Lea

My bf and I have been together over 4 years now, we live together. Recently he’s confessed to me hes been having a hard time dealing with his ex that passed away a few months before we met (they were broken up for a year but dated for 6 on and off) they had a lot of bad history together and never had closure. Our relationship has been hard but Im glad hes confided in me about this and ive encouraged him to talk about her to me if he wants and to visit her resting site. Now that hes talking about it hes been telling me he doesnt know how hes ever going to be okay in his life and if hell ever truly be “happy”. Hes even said sometimes he feels guilty that he loves me. He has an instagram that he uses to post fun stuff and doesnt post pictures of us because he doesnt want it to be “personal” yet the other day he posted about visting his ex, this wouldnt of bothered me if he didnt tell me he didnt want anything personal on there, he did take it down when i expressed this to him. I feel bad for even telling him that bothered me but i feel like im at a breaking point. Im starting to feel like a rebound and ill never be loved as much by him. Its got me thinking if i should end this relationship and hopefully date someone with less baggage.