Suzuka N

Okay, I have the biggest crush on this guy at my school...I've had a crush on him for 5 years now. I met him on the first day of my school in third grade, when there were folders and pencils from him. Then, he got me birthday presents and, we were friends. But around fifth or sixth grade, it began to be kind of obvious that he liked me. He would always come up to me and talk, and almost my whole grade started teasing me about it. Obviously, I liked him, but I was really embarrassed, so I try to cover it up by being...really mean to him. For example, when he would come up to my locker, I'd be like, "Uhh...can you go away?" and stuff like that. I cried inside everytime I would do something like that, and I cried every night. He eventually stopped talking to me, and I'm in eighth grade now, but we don't talk at all. Sometimes, he would randomly flirt with me once in a while, but that's all. I'm not allowed to go out, but I want to tell him my feelings and apolgize...what should I do?

It says "Jasmine Sola" on the front, so it's obvious that it's from that store...but it's permanently closed now :(