hufferpuffer

i have been dating my now fiance for over two years and we have a 9 month old son, She is truly my soulmate, without her my sun would never rise. the problem is and has been that i dont follow through with things i say and that i dont show how i feel. we have been fighting almost everyday for a couple of months and now she says shes done fighting. and is unsure if she still loves me. so how can i make it all up to her and prove that i am going to continue to be a responsible and loving partner. now it is also a little complicated because she is unsure about if she has feelings for someone else. one of my best friends at that. i would never think that she would cheat on me, but i have waken up 2 times this week and he was here. i know that she confides in him, and thats why he was here. im sorry this is just a buch of babbling but i am truely a nut case right now. i want her to be happy. but i want to be the one to make her happy. So how can i convice her to give me another chance.

She dosent find it the least bit unhealthy either. She does it where no one will see though. When she's depressed, bored, upset with anyone, because she thinks she's fat. Her latest was carving the word fat into her hip. She drove to the store to buy an exacto knife for that purpise, said it was the best 5$ sje ever spent. She's got a little pug, but that's how she was when we met and when I fell for her. I love her to death, but this tears me to pieces everytime that thought crosses my mind. I need advice. Don't tell me to leave her either. That's not an option.

So far Away

Doesn't anybody stay in one place anymore?

It would be so fine to see your face at my door

Doesn't help to know that you're just time away

Long ago I reached for you, and there you stood

Holding you again could only do me good

How I wish I could, but you're so far away

One more song about moving along the highway

Can't say much of anything that's new

If I could only work this life out my way

I'd rather spend it being close to you

But you're so far away

Doesn't anybody stay in one place anymore?

It would be so fine to see your face at my door

Doesn't help to know you're so far away

Yeah, you're so far away

Traveling around sure gets me down and lonely

Nothing else to do but close my mind

I sure hope the road don't come to own me

There are so many dreams I have yet to find

But you're so far away

Doesn't anybody stay in one place anymore?

It would be so fine to see your face at my door

And it doesn't help to know you're so far away

You're so far away

Yeah, you're so far away

You're so far away

Aside from the obvious repercussions is it going to have an sedative effect?

Has anyone ever died as a direct result of smoking pot?