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I babysit about for days a week for a 2 year old and his mom s sister in law saw this as an opportunity to have a new babysitter everyday. I am 18 and I was okay watching the 2 year old 4 times a week from 7 to 3 for 20 dollars a day but this lady is making me( she never actually asked if I wanted to) watch her 4 year old everyday from 645 to 6 pm for 10 dollars a day! I feel bad because I watch the 2 year old and this lady is a single mom who doesn t have a great job but this is ridiculous and her child is too much to handle on his own. I was hoping to enjoy my last summer before college with a small job but now I hardly even get to sleep! This kid talks back to me, never uses words like please or thank you, and the other day I put him in time out for hitting the 2 year old and I told him he could get up when he apologized. He ended up sitting their until he was picked up and when I told him he wasn t getting up until he said sorry, he told me he didn t need to sit there and I was being mean. Meanwhile this 2 year old goes to time out for hitting and sits for about a minute then gets up and says sorry and gives a hug. This is too much for me. The sister in laws areby terribly close, in fact the 2 year Olds mom warned me the 4 year old was awful I didn t think that bad but I still feel awkward. My mom is furious she didn t agree with me babysitting for 20 dollars a day but when I told her I m watching this brat for 10 dollars a day she was livid.. please help me

I sort of had a sweet sixteen but it was a disaster, it was supposed to me and a few close friends go to a concert and i got the tickets and everything, but everyone bailed so it ended up being me and my dad, so my parents said i can have a sweet seventeen so i'm not doing the concert thing again(not because of last year, i just haven't been into going to concerts lately), I don't really have enough friends to have like a huge party, and we can't afford the whole rent a hall thing(although my mom offered to try, i know we can't), I do know that i want it to be either 1920s or 1940s/50s themed(i've been very into that style), my birthdays not coming until april which is obviously a long time but i was thinking about it so i wanted to have some sort of idea?

I am 15 and in 10th grade and i know that gives me a while to decide what to do but with school and teachers pressuring you to be prepared and know your plans but i don't know...

I LOVE history (not crazy about american history but anything else fascinates me alot!) but in health and drivers ed we had an assembly about car acidents and how physical therapists help people to walk, eat, talk and other stuff again and i would love to do that. Plus they are in demand but archaeology interests me so much..

So how can i decide.. Archaeology or Physical Therapy.

Idk if it helps but the collage i have my mind set on is Boston University which has classes in both but i want to have at least some idea now...

PLEASE NO COUNTRY, RAP, OR HIP-HOP)

Songs like: Tonight- FM Static

Kids in Love- mayday parade*

Your Guardian Angel- The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus*

All These things I hate- Bullet for my valentine(I know it's not technically a love song but it fits my situation)*

Remembering Sunday- All time low*

Rodger Rabbit- Sleeping with sirens

Let Love Bleed Red- Sleeping with sirens*

Goodnight Moon- Go Radio*

Into your arms- The Maine

Rebel Love Song- Black Veil Brides

Someone Somewhere- Asking Alexandria (depending on how you think of the lyrics)*

She's a rebel- Green Day

Falling in love- falling up

Ever Fallen in love( I like the original and billy talent's cover)*

La La- The Cab

About a girl- The Academy is...*

Fall For You- Secondhand Serenade

Blame it on the rain-He is we*

Misery Business- Paramore

Don't Bother- Shakira (I know it's really different but I still Love it)*

In My Eyes- Rufio *

Pretty girl- Sugarcult

*my favorites

So yeah most of this kind of stuff because I've had a craving to make a huge playlist of love songs for myself...

like Kids in love- Mayday parade ( I know nothing compares to this but I LOVE this song!)

Hanging by a moment-lifehouse

don't bother- shakira ( I know, but I like it and it's the situation I am currently in)

mindset-every avenue

shake it- metrostation

in my eyes- rufio ( I also like tonight alive's version)

falling in love- falling up

pretty girl- sugarcult

goodnight moon- go radio

fall for you- secondhand serenade

hot - avril lavigne

fall to pieces- avril lavigne

if it means a lot to you- a day to remember

blame it on the rain- he is we

the silence- mayday parade

stay- mayday parade

stuff like this please, NO COUNTRY, RAP, HIP HOP OR POP STUFF PLEASE(yes I relieze avril lavigne and shakira are pop but still..)

like Kids in love- Mayday parade ( I know nothing compares to this but I LOVE this song!)

Hanging by a moment-lifehouse

don't bother- shakira ( I know, but I like it and it's the situation I am currently in)

mindset-every avenue

shake it- metrostation

in my eyes- rufio ( I also like tonight alive's version)

falling in love- falling up

pretty girl- sugarcult

goodnight moon- go radio

fall for you- secondhand serenade

hot - avril lavigne

fall to pieces- avril lavigne

if it means a lot to you- a day to remember

blame it on the rain- he is we

the silence- mayday parade

stay- mayday parade

stuff like this please, NO COUNTRY, RAP, HIP HOP OR POP STUFF PLEASE(yes I relieze avril lavigne and shakira are pop but still..)

He knows I like him, but he was talking to a friend last health class (we're in 9th grade and he's in my health/pe class.) and he asked if the girl they were talking about was hot and I don't know but that just struck a nerve in me and hurt me so bad, I'm pretty sure he doesn't like me back I guess but this weekend I had decided it is time I tried to move on I liked him the whole year and I just need to forget and move on now and I was so proud I was doing a great job, then last night I had a dream that during lunch in school he asked me to the movies and of course I said yes, we didn't kiss or anything but it was amazing and unfortunately it was all a dream that great day was not real at all, this happens everytime I've tried serveral times this year to move on but I jump right back and fall harder for him each time, please help!

I like a guy at school and from what I can tell he doesn't seem to like me back at all...

NO POP, COUNTRY, RAP, R&B OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT PLEASE!! NO TAYLOR SWIFT EITHER! I don't know how exactly to catorgorize this but here is a taste of the music I like (yes I realize some ARE pop but not like what you hear on the radio everyday) I would like Songs like:

Fall to pieces- Avril Lavigne,

Why Can't I- Liz Phair,

Almost Lover- A fine frenzy

Remembering Sunday- All time low(I would like this kind of music even though I wouldn't say this is the meaning im looking for in the song),

Addicted- Simple Plan,

Keeper- Yellowcard,

Ever fallen in love(I like it by just about anyone who's done it including the original),

Everywhere- Michelle Branch,

All Over you- The Spill Canvas,

Staplegunned- The Spill Canvas,

Don't Bother- Shakira,

Stuff like that?

I like a guy at school and from what I can tell he doesn't seem to like me back at all...

NO POP, COUNTRY, RAP, R&B OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT PLEASE!! NO TAYLOR SWIFT EITHER! I don't know how exactly to catorgorize this but here is a taste of the music I like (yes I realize some ARE pop but not like what you hear on the radio everyday) I would like Songs like:

Fall to pieces- Avril Lavigne,

Why Can't I- Liz Phair,

Almost Lover- A fine frenzy

Remembering Sunday- All time low(I would like this kind of music even though I wouldn't say this is the meaning im looking for in the song),

Addicted- Simple Plan,

Keeper- Yellowcard,

Ever fallen in love(I like it by just about anyone who's done it including the original),

Everywhere- Michelle Branch,

All Over you- The Spill Canvas,

Staplegunned- The Spill Canvas,

Don't Bother- Shakira,

Stuff like that?

So yesterday my friend told the guy i like(his name is Jordan) that i like him while i wasn't at school and she texted me saying that all he said was "Ahhhh" I don't know what that means? maybe he already knew or was wondering why im always beat red around him but i don't know what to think?

K, so i've gone through the whole story on here before so i'll try to make it quick and easy.

I REALLY like this guy at school (Okay soo we're both in the 9th grade and he's in my health/gym class.He sits next to me in health. my friends are constantly laughing at how my hands shake so bad I can't write correctly. His name is Jordan and we're going to be in PE(Gym) together this week. My friend asked him if he liked me like 2 or 3 weeks ago and he said no. but he kept staring at me. This afternoon when the bell rang, i was talking to a friend and he turned and just stood there staring at me for a minute. I moved on from him for three days but after his staring i kind of fell back to him again and after the incident this afternoon i feel like i'm in love with a guy who i really don't talk to but is in my class and i know i like? HELLLLPPPPPP!!!!!

His soft, but hard, warm, palms,

Grasping my hand as i walk away

Clutching it and spinning me around;

I look up to meet his gorgeous face

Then i look into his neverending eyes,

and i admire their sky blue color and bright sparkle;

My hand slowly falls into his silky, soft hair

The light choclate-colored stands of hair

silently flow over the ends of my fingertips

His hand that's not holding mine,

touches my hair and sends a fervent yet,

frightening feeling through my skin

He leans in closer and i shake but

mimic his moves and his breath so sweet

it makes me weaker every second

Wouldn't you know, for me of all people

When our lips are so close they can almost

touch, i awaken from my dream of fright,

of love, of imagination and above all my dream

of desire

Inviting, and enlighten,

Yet, it seems that something

Is strange and not right here;

What is it I fear, that is wrong with

Such a caring old women

Could it be the grotesque, darkness,

Of the gargoyle on her front porch?

Is the creaking of the floor as I walk

Through this old and dusty home?

Such an odd house here

Her skin is so pale,

That is seems she has not seen light

In who knows how many years?

She speaks to me with a slow, quiet voice

Such a helpless elder

My mind is far off,

So I hear no words that she says;

I look upon the dull clock on the brown,

Dirty wall and see the clock moves not an inch

Such a useless clock

She opens the door to a room and says,

‘please heed the advice I’ve given you

But a simple night may be so much more

Please be careful young child’

Such a peculiar suggestion

I rest for a moment,

Then sway light-headed

I feel so weak and incapable of

Almost anything

Such an odd happening

I stand up and feel a jerk of my arms

I feel hypnotic as though I must sleep

And my energy is flowing away from me

Where is the room going

Such a dark room

I awake in a room

Black and so dark

So lethargic that I do not move

I try to look but I see just one light

Such a far walk

I reach my arm out,

I am lifted up by nothing

And back into the house I am

I see people who died long ago

Such a strange hallucination

All so filthy and rotted

Skin decayed and smells of death

Eyes like lasers staring through your soul

Look at myself, what i have become

Such a person as them….

A love so immense,

I am unable to seclude it;

Yet, it is torture, to know

The naivety of his knowledge

Towards it

Extremely prejudice,

Yet I am hopelessly unchanged;

My heart is shattered and still

I am infatuated with the glow of

His smile

I realize I sound overly obsessive,

But, my heart is in a haze of emotions;

One moment a bright, new world

Next, in an endeavor of desire and last in a

Radiant love

Near such perfection,

I grow weak at my knees;

My hands tremble and my face

Turns to a rose red color as I

Bite my lips

Why can’t I advance forth from this;

This nightmare I now live inside;

To yearn for one and not gain is like

Being cut through the bones and not feel

A thing

Such a numb feeling,

To have tears that choke;

As you try to say you don’t love

But such a love is too deeply engraved

In the heart

I am writing a poem about the guy I like (who doesn't feel the same) but im tring to explain in a few words the sadness of wanting something/someone

Ok, so last week was spring break for me and the week before I had my friends ask the guy I liked in gym/health if he liked me (we're in 9th grade and I've never had a boyfriend so I don't know how this works or what to do) and unfortunately he said no. When my friend told me I was proud of how fast I had felt I moved on (or at least forgot) (also I was surprised because I had the biggest and most almost loveish crush on him) but when we came back to school, in gym on Monday I constantly saw him staring at me and I figured he probably knows now I like him so he probably was just I don't really know, I guess tring to see if I looked upset (tried my hardest not to) or staring at him. Right before the end of the day bell rang I saw him staring again and when I looked we both like held a stare for a few seconds and then I chickened out and pretended I was looking at the clock(not very convincing, the clock wasn't near him) but he still was staring because I saw it out of the corner of my eye. Please help me .... I was wrong, i'm sooooo not over him!! Before my friend asked him (I sit right next to the guy I like in health) and my hands would shake so bad I couldn't even read the notes I wrote down and my face was bright red and my friends (they sit near me) would laugh at me because they understood why but I don't think any of that stuff is over for me yet... If anything now I think my crush on him grew a hundred times worse. Before the mixed signal staring I thought I had just gotten over another crush but I was WAYYYY wrong... Help please!

I've liked this guy all year and I was out sick last week and my friends asked if he liked me (in our health/gym class) and he said no but unfortunately I sit right next to him so after spring break, it will be super awkward in health/gym. i'd like songs like:::

Almost lover- A fine frenzy or All over you- The Spill canvas or rumored nights- the academy is...

I REALLY like this guy at school (Okay soo we're both in the 9th grade and he's in my health/gym class.He sits next to me in health. my friends are constantly laughing at how my hands shake so bad I can't write correctly! I thought about having one of my friends say something to him but I feel bad asking them to do it. I also thought about a note but I'm nervous plus I really don't talk to him too much.. I mean I do but simple stuff like if he asks for a pencil or he saw a poem I wrote and handed to my friend and he told me I had great handwriting but not like real conversations and I noticed im getting more and more pathetic around him every class.) I really want to ask him out myself and i've almost done it several times but chickened out... I just CAN'T do it, so i was wondering... is it ok if i miss school like next week one day and get my friends in gym/health to ask how he feels about me/if he likes me???? Oh and he DOESN'T have facebook or twitter soo PLEASE DON'T TELL ME TO ASK HIM LIKE THAT!

***Don't tell me just ask him! That doesn't help me!****

ok so I really like this guy in my Gym/Health class. He sits next to me in health. my friends are constantly laughing at how my hands shake so bad I can't write correctly! I thought about having one of my friends say something to him but I feel bad asking them to do it. I also thought about a note but I'm nervous plus I really don't talk to him too much.. I mean I do but simple stuff like if he asks for a pencil or he saw a poem I wrote and handed to my friend and he told me I had great handwriting but not like real conversations and I noticed im getting more and more pathetic around him every class. I want to say something but im scared.. Help please!!

Outcasted

Silence is an impurity

Yet, Chaos is insanity

Her silence is not accepted

And their hurtful words reflected

In the way she was rejected.

Such an amiable girl

What an arrogant world

Beauty, egos and insincerity

With all this dirt and muck

She can't see clearly, they're hearing

The tears she cries

While she dies inside

They taunt and snicker

As she runs out quicker

Then they ever could while they sit and bicker

She runs out the school doors

Then hurries home and upstairs

Where she breaks down and cries

With her bloodshot eyes

That's when she devised a plan

No more distress

No more misery

She says. It's time to take the pain away

Not just for today

She cannot stay

Outcasted by everyone

This is what she's become

Just a memory in the dust

Just a cloud in the sky

Did anyone honestly care?