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Anonymous
Anonymous asked in Cars & TransportationRail · 5 months ago

Im worried about my physical and mental health?

Hello, first of all sorry my English. I’m worried about my health because I selfharm, sometimes I feel despair and hit myself when I feel very sad. Because coronavirus, by a while Im living with my parents, they help me know financially, but I can’t stand anymore my father manners toward me. My father mocks about me since I was 11 discriminating me because is notorious that I’m gay (I’m a woman) even thought I had never get out of the closet. He says horrible insults about people with that preferences and talks to me rude, with insults and bad manners ALL the time. Now I cant live in another place and thats the problem. He can be very hurtful, even with my mother and he doesnt care how bad do I feel. I had hit myself very hard in many parts of my body many times, but I worry that maybe I can get sick for that. He doesnt love me. Im an adult, almost 28 but I still harm myself. Sometimes I feel that Im alone in life and that I will never live free as what I want to be, I will never be happy and I have to fake that I love man...and Im not from an arab country. How can I feel better knowing that I have nobody, even family in my life?

Update:

I dont have money to see a phychologist and I can’t encourage myself this time anymore. Where are the human rights? They don’t exist. People can be very aggressive with that subjects.

Update 2:

In my life I always had been discriminated in different ways by all kind of people, only because my manners. I never had confirmed that. But is uncomfortable to hear insults like “I feel nausea about that kind of women”, they are “insert verbal insult”, “thats not normal”, “is disgusting”, “they are sick” etc 

Update 3:

And I never had openly confirmed that I’m gay. They laugh about that also. In high school I was daily harased because that issue. I feel tired now

Update 4:

In Spanish my father usses words as “look at that, all the news these days are about that dykes”... that in Spanish he uses the word “mariconas”, so hurtful.

Update 5:

And he says that in front of me, so I can hear it, because he knows that Im that way.

Update 6:

He doesnt care that Im even have a treatment, that medicines are hard and makes me feel bad also. I can’t get angry because a health condition also and he doesnt care. Because he gives the money, he leads.

4 Answers

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  • Anonymous
    2 months ago

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  • Anonymous
    4 months ago

    Orthodoxy = the only true faith; Roman Catholics tried one cup - one spoon ritual and got sick with Bubonic plague; if heresy enters Orthodox monastery then monks/nuns will get sick with flu/tuberculosis (for instance); Orthodox churches who closed for COVID or had disposable cups/spoons or dipped spoon into alcohol are no longer brides of Christ (now they serve Satan and honor Satan's new COVID religion). Priests who were working for KGB (that is spying on people and betraying their confession) = Sergian heresy. Now, CIA and FSB (new name for KGB) don't need to have priests constantly reporting because of new technology (bugs) that allows them to listen in (and if cameras are present... to look into what people are doing)...Your phones spy on you; don't bring them to church; forgive me.

    Source(s): Saint Spyridon Bishop of Trimythous killed 900 Roman Catholics posledneevremya.ru/?p=462
  • RWPossum
    Lv 7
    5 months ago

    I hope you will try to do something about your self-harm. This is not helping. It can make you feel better for a little while but it doesn't make any of your problems go away, 

    If you go to the Amazon and Goodreads ads for Freedom from Self-Harm by Gratz and Chapman, you'll see that the reader reviews are all very positive. One says, "This book helped me tremendously."

    This has information about a number of things that can help -

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wqEM_jlDRZI

  • Andy C
    Lv 7
    5 months ago

    Time to embrace economic hardship and MOVE OUT; move forward.   No money is worth having your self esteem and image dragged through the mud.

    You are correct to be worried about your mental and physical health,  though it is not cutting that I am talking about. 

    Suffice it to say that chronic stress kills.

    This is not hyperbole. 

    Get out, find yourself,  find a wife,  HAVE A LIFE.

    Before yours is ended 

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